I just went up to the store to see the letter myself. Very touching. Btw, I saw a rattlesnake on my way, went back to get my camera, but upon returning, it had secluded itself into the weeds.
But back to the letter. Let me reflect. I'm kinda in a sentimental mood right now. I just read through some of the truly sweet things that were said about me in this thread. It's something how we sometimes need to feel validated. I did not do what I did for that reason, but damn if it doesn't feel good to read the outpouring of love you've sent my way.
Allow me to talk jibberish for a second. It sometimes gets me into trouble or misunderstood when I free associate, but heck, I don't learn from my mistakes, I just live by feel. So here goes.
I'm on a lonely road. I found a wallet on that road and gave it back. But still, I walk upon a lonely road. I wonder if my life will ever recapture the dlightfulness, wonder, awe and innocence of youth. I think not. I've seen too much ugliness.
But swimming amongst the deep blue sea has recaptured some of it. Meeting some wonderful tourists was nice, but they left. Meeting a tiny few good people here along 30A, few because I am so damn into Nature and a bit reclusive I guess, but making some little friends has restored some of my hope.
But the responses I've had from some of you, the acceptance, and the black blotches of love you've sent in your posts to me has been very nice. Well, I erased some of my ramblings here. Too convoluted. All over the damn place
But what you guys did for me, in writing such wonderful things to me and about me, far outweighs anything I did regarding the wallet. The wallet was material but your kindness to me in acknowledging me was so spiritual and something I can carry with me.
Bless you all with hope and love.
Truly, thank you.