ladyd, you really DO need to get to a doctor or several doctors. The process may take a very long time, but it has to be done. Has anyone checked your pancreas??
Not to go into my current rash of ailments, but I have spent the last 6 months, since Jan. 6th in fact, in and out of dr's offices, one specialist to the next, blood work, pain (pain 24 hours a day). My point is, no one can do anything for you but you. Even in my own home, where my 2 guys are fairly sympathetic males ;-), their patience is running low. I feel for you. BUT, you're going to have to take the bull by the horns and try to get it done. Whatever it takes. Take care of yourself now.
I do hope you feel better and find something to relieve your pain. I also hope you find the strength to get something done.